been feeling down recently so thanks to everyone who's been cheering me up.
and its official now, i'm back to singlehood.
we're still friends and all so it pretty much sums everything up.
though prcp has ended i'm still stuck with specialized posting.
can this please all end soon? =(
got myself drunk last sat, thanks betty for taking care of me!
chanhuishan is far too busy to.
waiting for all my part-timers to date me out soon. haha.
i'm out. bye

i feel fucking betrayed. like seriously, this is what i get even though i've done nothing wrong.
for those who just wanna be friends with me with a hidden agenda, just fuck off real far from me. i only need friends who are true to me.

taken away at 12:15 AM

8days left, super looking forward to it.
but wait, night shift for the next 2days =(
need to find someone to entertain me, pronto.
pics from pulau ubin up in fb,
should do that more often, there're still places left unexplored.
heading to ecp now for prawning session.
and yeah, i'm a goddamn matchmaker =)

i love lepak sessions at residents' corner with the both of them!!!

taken away at 4:55 PM

its the middle of the month alr. wheeee
went tp today, feel as if its my sch alr. lol
i swear i was the one who brought shan around even though it was my 1st visit?
fucking overslept and she was the one who waited outside my door for 15mins?
thanks bro.
saw so many familiar faces!
vespa became my love again. shitttt
went chinatown with love for dim sum.
back to ubi and got names written down by the cops. thanks
it was damn epic.
bye!

that day we met was like a hit and run

taken away at 1:03 AM

19

i've been busy deleting unknown ppl in my life.
no, its not to make way for newer ppl to come in.
its for my friends who actually want to stay in my life
and grow old with me. (cliche yeah)
i'm sorry i'm only taking a few,
but thats all i really need.

fml. i actually have to do night shift this month.
someone please tell me how can i survive working 11hours in the night?

plus we had this huge quarrel last night.
what a great way to start a new year,
at the same time, i'm glad we did.
we finally know how both of us have been feeling.
i love you all the same.

taken away at 4:53 PM

24.

always think first before coming to a decision.
the world's not gonna pause and rewind just for you.
but i dont blame you,
you've such a long way more to go.

meeting shan after work tmr cause someone's doing night shift. LOL
stupid natally doesnt even know i've stopped working at central for 2months alr.
but glad that she still made the effort.
i'll see you soon!

i strongly believe the world is coming to end end by 2012.
new year resolution will be to spend more quality time with my family and friends.
thats all one could ask for, seriously.

taken away at 12:59 AM

happy boxing day!
gonna start work again tmr, goddamnit.
dined in at some italian restaurant on christmas eve,
billybombers' steamboat session in the night (ironic i know).
cabbed home at 6am.

woke up in the afternoon and headed to haji with shan.
i puked after playing l4d with her, how great is that?
pool-ed and left shortly after to janice's place.
bukit batok! journey to and fro nearly killed me.
i'm finally better in raving rabbits now! whoo!

reached home bout 7.30am cause i refused to cab home from bukit batok.
only slept for an hour before heading out to marina barrage.
they totally made me wait for like an hour cause i was early for once for half an hour!
slept at marina bay mrt station.
swear i look like some beggar. LOL.
how can one survive on such few hours of sleep seriously?!
4more days till next off day! cant wait.

you're not what i thought of after all.

taken away at 9:58 PM

christmas is nearing! 3 off days straight, what more can i ask for?
26more days thank god.
cant imagine how working life will be like.

i thought nothing fazes me anymore.
not till when i saw her.
all lifeless and still.

taken away at 12:27 AM

bioclock got screwed up by overnight mahjong at betty's place.
i seriously cant wait to end attachment so that i can hang out more with them.

anyway, i'm officially done with all my fair-weather friends.
i need friends who can stay, be there for one another,
not ppl who monopolize you, displaying childish antics,
make you give in to their every whisms and so much more.
i'm glad i've found a bunch,
there's still so many days to look forward to in spending with them.
love you guys.

31more days!

taken away at 12:12 AM

okay, so i'm left with another 32more days of prcp.
followed by 1month of specialized posting which is gonna pass in a flash.
and maybe can successfully head to bangkok,
and this reminds me that i havent got back to prisca yet. LOL
and then there's prom.
and thats when i become an adult, getting a job and all.
i feel old now!
gonna head to parkway now to enjoy my few moments of youth.

christmas party anyone?

taken away at 4:43 PM

38 more days of prcp!
i miss the old sec sch times,
when all of us are tight as glue.
we'll all go back to that period of time right?

taken away at 8:43 PM

managed to catch 2012 in the end,
show was awesome though the other 2 were tearing beside me.
LOL. my 4straight off days is ending like right now.
damn tired to go back for attachment now.
note to self: 42more days to go now.
plus i've decided to sign on, and no, definitely not being a nurse.

definition of a friend? anyone?

taken away at 12:39 AM

we all have different priorities as we grow older.
thus, it changes with time.
why does it feel as though you're the only one who's left behind,
when all of us have been moving forward.
does our friendship mean so little to you all these while,
all that we've been through?
we drifted and got closer and drifted again.
it feels as though i'm the only one making an effort to pull it back together.
i'm sick and tired of it.

its only now that i feel one can be so lonely in this world.
fortunately i still have someone to fall back on,
no matter what.

taken away at 2:22 AM

back after all this while.
prcp has started about 3weeks back,
this is the one and only attachment when i dont think its a drag to go to work.
and yes, i'm beginning to enjoy but still, i'm not gonna be a staff nurse after graduation.
(unless i'm really desperate for a job). to all the bonded ppl out there, enjoy your time!
one part of me wants to graduate and start my backpacking trip,
but one part of me still wanna stay in sch and hang out with the awesome ppl i met in poly.
shall save all the crap on my graduation day next march?
i wanna get that dslr!

taken away at 11:51 PM

clubbing at play ystd! there was like 12 of us.
nice polaroids were taken.
kept one for myself but didnt manage to keep the other.
chuayirong must have taken it.
i talked to irene ang aka mrs phua chu kang.
starstruck siol. my actions must have been damn hilarious.
all of them kept laughing when i said starstruck!
was late again for work.
gonna celebrate chrystal's birthday later on.
should i go social house?

taken away at 2:57 AM

okay. clubbing 2nights in a row can really kill.
wondering how vanessa tahan 4days in a row or was it more?
and i only slept for an hour before heading out again, was stuck in yishun.
yishun to eunos=a trip to faraway land.
st james' music was good, play's i dont know.
LOL. fucking wasted last night. thanks to whoever who pulled me to the toilet and all.
first time i ever puked in a club. great.
i desperately need sleep.
happy birthday mum!

taken away at 2:58 AM

attachment finally ended at 9pm ystd.
was basically slacking my way through.
was at haji lane till 5am and i was still feeling energetic.
its always like this when holidays are here. haha.
gonna meet shane pretty soon. wait, why am i calling you that?!
poser!
lol. dinner at ikea cause that poser stays at queenstown.
clubbing at social house later.
meetups with many ppl soon!! =)

taken away at 4:36 PM

i swear attachment's taking the fun out of me.
2more days till its over which means 16more hours.
i really cant wait for the pathetic 2weeks of hols.
hey love. happy 19th month.

taken away at 9:42 PM

told you so (shorter version of lyrics)

Looking at you now I can tell,
that you in your new relationship ain't going well.
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell,
unless you're unhappy, but that shouldn't be the case.
Cause you said, said he was the one baby ,
yes you said, said you were in love, cause...
When you left me you said that you wouldn't be
coming back remember that, but I never agreed.
I hate to say it but I told you so,
told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.
Cause he don't do it like me,
or else you wouldn't be running back to the past, it was you that left me.
I hate to say it but you know I'm right,
everytime you run you're comin for me late at night.
But right now you ain't got me, tell me where you're gonna be,
Cause I can't take you back, no, my heart won't let me.

Girl, you know he can't touch like I do,
I don't see you trippin or flippin over his moves.
It don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude.
You don't know what you was on when you said,
said he was the one, baby yes you said,
said you were in love, cause...
when you left me you said that you wouldn't be coming back remember that,
but I never agreed.
Cause I can't take you back, no, my heart won't let me.
If there are hard times it seems, but you ain't gettin no sympathy, no baby not from me,
cause I told you you should never leave.
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone.

8more days left.
hopefully the assistant director wont pop by and kick me out of nursing.
not that i wanna be one but i just wanna get my fucking diploma.
i'm gonna try applying for ntu.
new plans again. lol.
gonna get myself inked and apply for my bike's license.
so many things yet so little time.
i just realised how fast i'm growing!

taken away at 9:05 PM

okay. 2days from f1 can really kill someone.
and i have to be up at 5.15am tmr. great.
lewis won! i love the design please but only managed to catch renault's car.
they crashed-again.
10more days of attachment.
hopefully time can really fly this time, am so bored of attachment alr.
i hate security guards btw, a fucking stupid incident had to happen on fri.
alright, gonna head to bed now =)

taken away at 12:53 AM

just came back from shisha session (again) but with kokleong this time.
we went all around just to look for love's present.
and budd made me go to topshop to look for hers,
i look fucking dumb holding up my phone and trying to compare the bags okay!
survived the day with just 4hours of sleep.
attachment's getting boring again cause i'm not used to the routine and stuff.
on a happier note,
10more days to go.

sorry prisca for not being able to go batam.
will make it up to you!
a big thankyou to everyone who wished me ystd.
a few disappointments though, sadly.
f1 this weekend, when can i find time to sleep?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDD AKA VIVIAN LIEW WEN QI!
please read this, and we're supposed to meet up with yvonne soon =)

soon to be 19months.
looking forward to the many days

taken away at 11:59 PM

2more days! i like the ward though, cant believe i'm saying this.
cause of the staffs, not the patients definitely.
finally left with another 3weeks of attachment.
caught the ugly truth on sunday, realistic show =)
shisha-ed after that but i was more like busy playing on budd's iphone.
went prawning ystd, catch was really lousy so bro i really need to train more. LOL
annie sent us home, its nice having your own transport.
i should stop contemplating and so get my license right after graduation.
bye.

it has never changed.

taken away at 12:42 AM

went for ROW at simei ite.
didnt want to go but someone said it was very irresponsible,
so we had to drag ourselves there.
got dad to drive us cause we overslept!
was a flop so decided to leave halfway (praying that nobody will tell on us after reading this).

chilled at my place, and weekdays are nearing again.
supposed to go social house but decided against it. haha
i feel like crap now, gonna turn in.

you told me many things,
some repeated or rather most of them.
but i seriously dont know which to believe.
none seems to tally with what you're saying now.
you're right. it doesnt matter anyway

taken away at 1:11 AM

whats the big fuss over 090909?!
cause i'm still having attachment,
the most exciting thing that happened to me on this oh-so-wonderful day
was pinning a crazy patient down! =)
21more days to go to pathetic 2weeks of holidays.
i really want either my 2choices for prcp,
otherwise i'll be dragging myself there every shift from then onwards.
meeting budd and monkey on sunday! yay!

i miss holding you in my arms,
laughing at your funny antics.

taken away at 10:21 PM

back from day 1, another 28more days to go.
i wanna party, stay out late and do many other stuffs than working in hospitals
trying to keep myself awake.
the last few days were the best, clubbing, prawning and just sitting at random places
talking the night away.

happy days please come soon =(

taken away at 10:17 PM

fyp presentation is over!
feel so freed now. haha.
went timbre on thurs to celebrate prisca's birthday.
clubbed at attica on fri.
had to take care of so many high ppl. LOL
feeling so sick now =(

whirl

taken away at 1:13 AM

HAPPY BIRHDAY PEARYLN FONG HUI MIN!
HAPPY NURSES' DAY!
osim triathlon today.
the kids were inspirational, looking at me make me feel so motivated.
but yeah, i kept dozing off cause i only had 4hours of slp.
amy drove me home.
supposedly a 10min ride but ended up to be half an hour?
cant believe that ang moh has no direction sense. LOL.
but thanks still.

finally finishing up on fyp.
some touching up here and there and we're gonna be done.
practical on mon.
crossing my fingers this time. feeling so unprepared.
and i'll be freed on thurs! meetups!

our love is like the outline of a semicircle.
we might part at point A and head for separate roads.
you walking straight while i make a big round,
which will still lead me to you in the end.

taken away at 11:53 PM

got sth going on with old women recently.
quarrelled with e third one today for the past few weeks,
she bloody followed me just to kick me.
childish old woman, still apologise to me in e end.

joined mixed street netball and runners' relay.
2events basically took up the whole week.
thanks to zharif, pramod, yunhua, fairoz, khai and hafiz.
we got 3rd for the relay!
plus shisha on thurs, with a couple of drinks.
weekends are over. monday blues are here again.
reminded of attachment again.
gawd.

why do friends lose contact overtime?
so what are friends for in the first place?
dont run to me only when you need me.
i've got my own life too for your information.

taken away at 1:08 AM

been lacking of sleep, as usual.
completed assignments. left with fyp now.
naz faggot siol.
suddenly call me in the middle of the night and ask me to go jb!
lol. i miss that guy. finally came back to singapore.
late nights! gotta enjoy my freedom which is ending like really soon.
goddamnit.

our eyes somehow met

taken away at 1:28 AM

went to science center with buddy and yb.
shished at ophir road, saw a no. of familiar faces.
happy birthday again dell =)
tonned at some random void deck with no alcohol,
only ciggs to stay awake.
and V made us do stupid stuff, must be half drunk.
that totally took up most of our time.
slept at 7am and was basically draggin myself to work.
i really need more sleep now.
bye.

after all we been through.
please know that i've never regretted.
love you =)

taken away at 2:05 AM

i feel retarded. buddy knows why.
please dont say things that you dont mean.
the other party might take it seriously,
but you may not.
it was this close...
but you blew it.
science center with buddy and yeeboon tmr =)

taken away at 1:31 AM

4more days till sch reopens.
holidays passed by just like that.
clique chalet was fun. planning to go overseas next.
and jocelyn is coming back today! and i somehow know marcia
all along. world is indeed small. lol

you're too difficult to comprehend.
your words always contradict your actions.
it took me long before i actually trust your words,
how do you expect me to believe you again?

taken away at 11:42 PM

can the real you pleae stand up?

late nights are doing me in
having a hard time trying to study for my papers.
only thinking about my holidays the following week. lol
its all been planned out!
happy 15th. sorry for losing my temper again.


you suddenly stood out from the crowd
and came in a new light i never seen before.
an added burden

taken away at 11:24 PM

exams are nearing. stress is building up again.
cant seem to find any motivation.

thought i had someone to depend on,
but boy was i wrong.
actions speak louder than words,
so prove it dude.
we've drifted apart for some time,
thought we kinda pulled this friendship back.
but it struck me,
i dont mean as much to you.
i aint a substitute.

loyalty's for nuts.
thanks love for reminding me.

taken away at 7:28 PM

shisha-ed on fri with colleagues=)
ivan ngiam! dont forget us when you book in.
maju camp is just beside. you better meet me often.
hahaha. thanks jingkai for everything
figured everything out. hope it'll all be fine now.


you've always been the one

taken away at 12:43 AM

finally posting sth here again. wanted to close this blog down,
but guess i still need somewhere to thrash out my thoughts, feelings and etc.
all's fine in sch. dad got over grandpa's death and so did eveyone of us.
we'll miss him.

i dont mean anything when i lose my temper.
dont you understand me after all this while.
somehow you're drifting further away,
and i find myself sinking into a deeper hole,
unable to reach out to you anymore.

taken away at 11:50 PM

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the light and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

gonna start mugging now =)

taken away at 1:08 PM

shitttttt! i just deleted our group proposal which we painstakingly
came up with at the library just now. damn microsoft words,
cannot retrieve my deleted data, cant they make it more advanced?

think i'm a really lucky person. rubbed some of it to dumbass
and i got the most dreaded procedure for practical. blood transfusion!
while she got the easiest one i passed though. lol.
ppl around me has been involved in accidents as well.
khai and more recently my dad. cant believe there's still such stupid drivers
around. dad escaped fine though his vehicle flipped thrice. thank god. and khai
too. hope that he can take out his cast asap. proposal due on thurs.
gah. gotta burn the midnight oil again.
ciao

happy 11th months(belated). lol

taken away at 12:04 AM

finally left with one last presentation tmr. the week's been crazy.
and we're gonna watch wedding game, like finally. cause we've been procrastinating
for the longest time ever. exams in 15days time, and we'll be in our final year.
and we'll get jobs after that or study. and grow old. Life.
mozzies have been increasing at a tremendous rate and sadly, i've been their victim.
hope i dont get dengue, touchwood. and i'll go to the doctor asap, i promise.
for those who knows what i'm talking about =) whats holding me back are the results actually.
gonna crash now.

taken away at 1:16 AM

damn. got cuts and bruises all over me now. back from camp ystd.

taken away at 12:47 AM

currently in camp now. been super deprived of sleep since cny started. but I really enjoyed myself,fond memories came back though some uneventful stuff happened. patel went back to india as well,all of us couldn't bear to watch him leave. gonna catch some sleep now. peace

taken away at 1:16 AM

alright. back again. recovered after one week, like finally.
summary for the past week. zouk on monday. lynette's first time,
and angie kissed a ah gua. lol. worked. went timbre on christmas eve.
and spent our new year sitting at the alfresco drinking. whoo. slept till 6pm today.
sad thing, our beloved supervisor's not working anymore=(

nintendo wii is fun but it hurts esp playing with dumbass. lol

taken away at 9:03 PM

boooo. i said i wanna have fun after attachment and i did but only for a night.



HAZEL! go yuki yaki again! never really ate since tues =(

taken away at 5:45 PM

officially on holidays now. attachment went by quite quickly this time round.
so ppl i'm free now =) hahahaha.
dumbass will be away which means even more free.
need to occupy myself besides working.
sentosa today. hate the monsoon season cause it just dampens one's spirits.
moreover, was so tired today cause i only slept in the morning.
whoo, sheesha tmr.

its true we've drifted,
but i need you more than ever now.

i dont wanna lose you

taken away at 11:51 PM

counting down to the last 3days of attachment.
last 21hrs excluding breaks.
and i'm so damn happy about it.
ns1 results are out, glad my result is above average.
cause i didnt study much on it.
lol. its gonna be countless of late night outs after this coming 3days.

to add on, standard chartered was not what i expected.
it took up half a day and made us so bloody wiped out.
bye =)

9months. hahahahahaha

taken away at 10:07 PM

attachment at ttsh started.
a few yr 1s suck.
one more time and i swear i'll make trouble for them.
fuck shit.
hope they repeat their CA, dumb looking bitch and bastards.
never seen such ill-bred kids. they might be older, but who fucking cares.

on a brighter note, got to see dumbass.
and the stayover at kismis was fun, though tiring.
okay, those assholes should just die =)

taken away at 11:31 PM

hello. its been so long, sheesh.
completed my nursing research yesterday, like finally.
to seagull: my eyesight cannot make it la, how to join?
thinking of teaching physical education now though. cant imagine myself teaching kids.
hahaha. alright, common tests next week.
gotta start tmr.
bye

taken away at 1:36 AM

okay. back from 2weeks of attachment in NUH. staff were friendly there
but it gets quite boring after a while. and the journey from NUH to my house
is realllllly looooong. oh well, 2weeks of IMH starting tmr. and to seagull, I'm
going there to do my posting, not admitting there! now i know, seagulls are
really dumb =)

and i'm 18! since tuesday. a big THANK YOU to those who wished me.
and a bigger THANK YOU to those who celebrated it with me. love all of
you guys. results are out. got a 3.1 for gpa, my best so far. will strive to do even
better for next semester.

farewell party for jessy on friday, all the best to her. gonna miss all her naggings,
even though i'm always complaining 'bout her. and also celebrated GANYUNHUA
aka GANNINA's birthday. went to stayover at her house at night but somehow

happy 18th birthday =(

taken away at 12:56 PM

14days passed in a flash. enjoyed the yep trip though we didnt do much.
but though i enjoyed, china still sucked. most of the people and vehicles sucked.
they sucked so much, i never want to go there again (but maybe to the great wall of china).
got into a heated arguement with a staff and got pissed by many others. the best part is,
they dont even care whether you're scolding them. great! adds on to my anger.
but no offense to my china friends in school.

trip was super eventful. met with car accident and that was really traumatising.
had to trek in the mud and dark, making friends with mozzies, blackouts and etc.
taught us to be strong and made all of us thankful that we're in singapore. will upload the
photos some other day. best thing now is that we're having attachment tmr. to hell, just
reached singapore like a few hours ago. and the next best thing have to happen. oh well,
i need to sleep now. bye!

6 months=)

taken away at 9:41 PM

back again. guess i didnt stick to my promise. lol.
many things happened. but i'll just sum up most if them.
like the chalet i went last weds. everything was so last minute.
thought bout having one on sunday during work. then poof,
we really had one 3days later. hahaha. aunty june taught us the art of
drinking red wine. ziya suck sia, wonder how she even passed her wine-opening
test? but hurray, i know how to take out the cork now, all thanks to aunty june
for teaching me. she's my supervisor by the way. and yeap, it was a billy bombers'
chalet! super tired the next day, drop dead during lecture even though it was
revision. caught journey to the center of the earth with dumbass, kickass show man.
worked during national day. missed the fireworks. and i spent the whole day home
today. had kfc for dinner, mum was nice to call for delivery. and i'll be going out
to study tmr. no motivation! i want to go shopping and buy so many stuff, i want
to stay at home and spend the whole day sleeping. i dont want exams! someone
save me.

looking forward to the many more days that i'm gonna spend with you

taken away at 11:10 PM

i'm so bored now that i'm turning to doing surveys. something i havent done in a long time. here goes:
1. Song that always makes you sad?
-That's when i love you by Aslyn

2. Last thing you bought?
-adidas backpack =)

3. Last person you argued with?
-dumbass

4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?
-guess it applies to dumb ppl only and i'm not dumb.

5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?
-bearie. yeap, its cheesy

6. Favorite day of the week?
-weds. thats the only day we gather as a clique.

7. Favorite Sundae topping?
-hotfudge

8. Did you take Piano lessons?
-when i was young

9. Most frequent song played?
-church by T-pain ft Teddy Verseti

10.T.V. show you secretly enjoy?
-some hk drama series. but i enjoy it openly. lol

11. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?
-hockey. will love to try sth new and those hockey sticks look nice as well

12. Date someone older or younger?
-no intention right now

13. One place you could travel right now?
-go backpacking at some countryside. or hawaii

14. Do you use umbrellas?
-seldom.

15. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?
-dont even knw what it sounds like.

16. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?
-no preference.

17. Best job you ever had?
-working for my dad. i kill to do that again

18. Did you go to your high school prom?
-manjusri sec was too poor to organise a prom night for us

19. Perfect time to wake up?
-late afternoon.

20. Perfect time to go to bed?
-after midnight or when i'm really tired.

21. Do you use your queen right away in chess?
-I don't really know how to play chess.

22. Ever been in a car accident?
-urm, nearly. when my friend was speeding with me on his bike

23. Closer to mom or dad...or neither?
-mom.

24. What age is this exciting life over for you?
-i always get a feeling that its gonna be soon.

25. What decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?
-i like the year i was born. no bcg and o levels are not as quick as nowadays. and i'm still a teen

26. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?
-a white converse sneaker. wonder if converse will ever produce such sneakers again

27. Were you in track and field?
-yeap. when i was in pri sch.

28. Were you ever in a school talent show?
-no. but i did consider joining the singing contest. lol

29. Have you ever written in a library book?
-nah. i'm a good citizen

30. Allergic to?
-nothing. but i've a thing against dust.

31. Favorite fruit?
-banana

32. Have you watched sex and the city?
-no, not 18 yet.

33. Baseball hat or toque?
-baseball hat.

34. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?
-shampoo

35. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?
-wet the toothbrush.

36. Pen or pencil?
-pens. seldom use pencils these days.

37. Have you ever gambled at a casino?
-not legal to step in one yet

38. Have you thrown up on a plane?
-no.

39. Have you thrown up in a car?
-taxi yes. but i was quick enough to open the door. otherwise i would have to help clean up.

40. Have you thrown up at work?
-yeap.

41. Do you scream on roller coasters?
-no and yes. cause i'm screaming but i dont know why no voice is projected out.

42. Who was your first prom date?
-never had one

43. Who was your first roommate?
-dumbass. i seldom share rooms except with my siblings

44. What alcoholic beverage did you first take a sip of?
-vodka, neat.

45. What was your first job?
-first actual job would be working in billy bombers and i still am

46. What was your first car?
-never had. but i'm hoping it'll be a bike.

47. When did you go to your first funeral?
-to my grandfather's at the age of 5

48. Who was your first grade teacher?
-Mrs Hong

49. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?
-london for leisure and america.

50. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
-i never snuck out. never dared to even try.

51. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?
-connie. yeap, i still bump into her every now and then in sch. and on the bus as well.

52. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?
-i'm still staying with them.

53. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
-dumbass. i dont usually call somone thats why.

54. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?
-too young to be one.

55. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
-turn off the alarm.

56. What was the first concert you attended?
-jay chou's. but i wanna go to singfest. dang

57. First tattoo or piercing?
-piercing on both my ears when i was 6.

58. Been kissed by someone who you knew was "bad" for you?
-yeap.

59. Regretted something?
-last year. for breaking someone's heart quite badly.

60. Lastly, what do you think of yourself?
-i'm a hopeless romantic. lol. NOT!

save me. i'm addicted to solitaire. GEEKY!

taken away at 5:36 PM

got an A+ for psychology. damn happy bout it cause i did think bout furthering my studies on it. yeap, really happy with my results. hopefully i'll do just as well for the exams. school's reopened for a week already. everything's damn packed. practical exam's tmr. ohmygawd. and i'm going KK for my next attachment again. heard its really boring though. gotta prepare for tmr's practical. bye guys

i love you more and more each day =)

taken away at 10:47 PM

2 more days and i'm freed! well, not really since i'll still have a camp on friday which is gonna last till sunday and school reopens the very next day. whoo. but its better than attachment.
okay, conclusion is that i only like 3 staff from the current ward i'm in. young ones! the older ones behave like old maids confined to a jail for a very long period of time. and i dont know why people from the lower posts always act as if they're the big shots around. one day if i'm president, they're gonna lick my shoes and beg me for jobs. hahaha. i'm not that mean really.
my results are out except for psychology. lets see, scored 2 A's, 1 B and a C+ so far. surprising part is that both my nursing science A's la. parents are pleased=more allowance =)
gonna have dinner now. bye!

taken away at 6:28 PM

phew. almost done with one week of attachment. time flies in a pediatrics ward actually cause you get to play with the little kids when you're feeling bored. but as usual, its tiring. there're some fucked up staff there though. even got scolded by the super low-class cleaner. for doing sth which i was asked to do. how nice of me to take the blame man. sheesh
lets see, days without seeing dumbass suck as well. anyway, the bunch of us are all slackers. we can rot in the staff room and waste our time there. plus we have the best CF ever. i should have paid more attention in her lectures. hahaha. nice slackers and CF to work with, what more can i ask for? oh yeah, to see more of dumbass. hahahaha. gonna bum around the house now. bye!

p.s: everybody should do a sticky! zohan!!!

taken away at 7:49 PM

went for a swim alone on thursday, it certainly brought back many memories such as mum wanting me to focus on swimming cause she didnt really like me playing ball, the many swimming pals i have and etc. memories will be memories, i've nothing to work towards to in my life right now except trying to have good grades. not the tournaments, heats or finals. its all fading away right now. i miss the teamwork, company and all the fun we always have together. be it swimming, basketball and dragonboat. i never once regretted participating in them.

so i vowed to swim more often already, to lose weight and to kill the heat i've to bear with everyday. but attachment is pretty soon taking away my freedom. damn. there's so many things i havent done yet. sun-tan, clubbing with hazel, to shop more. ahhhh! and i'll miss dumbass so so much.

i'm sorry if i've said many things to hurt you.
its just that i'm losing to the running time.
but i just can't tame my burning heart and mind.

taken away at 3:43 PM

gawd. it certainly looks pretty dead around here, so here goes. my holidays are coming to an end soon, having attachment at kk hospital next week. and i'm still struggling with my pda, white elephant sia. anyway, i never knew what kk stands for. king kong maybe? hahaha. shall find out during the net 2weeks.

taken away at 2:04 PM

hello! i've finally recovered after 2painful weeks. okay, it was longer than that. everyone should use the huge pack of looney tunes tissue when they're having flu cause its really useful. hahaha. finally caught ironman on monday. whoohoo, nice show. and there're still many more shows to catch but only after common test=(
i passed my practical. tester was liang bi ling okay, and she said i did well. i can officially teach ppl to examine their breasts now. LOL. all for the prevention of breast cancer, sheesh, what were you guys thinking? time to hit the books now. argh, please let me do well for ct!

and i'm gonna miss dumbass

taken away at 2:59 PM

damn. sick cause of the many cursing and smoking. i keep coughing out blood which is really irrtating cause dumbass will just start ranting all over again. decided to be a good kid and start paying attention in classes since exams were nearing. but to prevent myself from sleeping, i'll start disturbing others. which means i dont listen to the lectures as well. conclusion: should i sleep or disturb others?
canoe training starts tmr. sheesh. i'm still sick la. throat's really pain but i cant seem to stop eating the fried food and all. hopefully, it'll be fun. lesson's at 8 tmr. bye!

quack quack quack! =)

taken away at 11:34 PM

had a rough day today but fortunately, everything's pretty much settled now. hopefully? i'm glad we're still sticking through all these together. so had school today, everything's the same. just that i wore socks with my slippers for practical lessons cause i was too lazy to bring along a pair of shoes. we missed a lesson cause we absent-mindedly thought that it was our break. luckily we were allowed to make up by sitting in another class, otherwise there goes my clean record. i'm a good student who attends all my classes.

taken away at 12:39 AM

my mood seem to fluctuate every now and then these days.
i'm sorry that you're always the one bearing with everything.
life could never have meant so much more to me without you by my side.
thanks for making me smile with your silly antics,
doing all the quacking sounds =)
i'm sorry for letting you down again and again.
ice cream to make up?

taken away at 1:31 PM

conclusion: i really am one tired kid. issac's right, 1day of sleep for me is not enough as well. hahahaha. attempted tanning ystd at sentosa during the mass outing. but failed cause i was sitting in the shade most of the time. oh well, attempting soon again hopefully. my group had the most ppl! lol. cause there was only 6, imagine the others. went seoul garden at taka there after. service sucked though. slept over at dumbass's house. slept for another 7hours when i reached home. psshh. i'm gonna sleep again though. and point to note. matilda's really random. LOL. school and work tmr. bye

I'm so thankful that I've received
The answer that heaven has sent down to me
I'll always cherish this answer of mine =)

taken away at 11:01 PM

ohmygawd. its only one week in school and there're already many assignments to be completed and projects to be done. i came up with a list of things to do to escape my hectic routine: night cycling, shi-sha sessions, shopping, pulau ubin trip and exercising! i need to lose weight, pronto. coming to think of it, dragonboat trainings made me lose alot of weight, no wonder i miss those days. hahaha

farewell party for angel last sat. a number of people cried but i guess thats life. there're always people making an impact in your life, teaching you stuff and all, then gone when you least expected it. we drank, there were drunkards around so we had to take care of them. went to topone as well. its better than kbox actually. i'll never forget you as one of the best manager ever.

life's been well with dumbass as well. we're always bickering but we always make up within a day's time. this should stop happening so often though. i'm only forward to the many more months to come and you better stick to your words =)

If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
I'm here alone cause I didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I could make you understand
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you aint there
Theres no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gone breathing without me
If you aint here I just can't breathe
I walked I ran I jumped I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
Theres no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care

taken away at 10:16 PM

freed from attachment (like finally) and camp already. the foc camp was a blast btw. wolverine all the way! yeap, lost my voice cause i was shouting like a mad dog and those late night suppers contributed to that as well. note to self: i need to shop badly.
i'll always remember ystd. somebody so sweet sia. hahaha. dinner with clique at 'old market' direct translation from mandarin. heh. bye!

happy 1st though i'm a day late =)

taken away at 5:39 PM

HELLO. mia for quite some time due to dumb attachment. right, we shifted to another ward cause the previous one was infested with some dumb toxins. how unlucky, hopefully i didnt get it otherwise ppl will start isolating me!

5more days of attachment and i'll be freed! meet-up sessions and more. anyway, my new timetable suck. but thankfully, we're in the same class. lol. that'll change things a little =)

i'm so glad its official now.
though i didnt express anything,
but you should know how much it all meant to me.
cheers to our upcoming days

taken away at 11:14 PM

i just realised something.
i miss my dragonboat mates terribly.
but me and bobby had a pact: that is to train illegally =)

taken away at 11:22 AM

slept for only 5hours cause results were coming out today. i improved! and guess what, i dont hafta retake any modules. guess i've some hidden talent afterall. heh. but i'm aiming for a 3.3 for my gpa next year.
class chalet later on at downtown. but i guess it'll be more like a clique chalet. and attachment starts next week. shucks. i'll miss you. and i've officially blew my salary on movies, food and miscellaneous stuff. even hafta purchase the dumb pda which i think i'll most prolly chuck it aside after graduation. it costs more than 500bucks btw. anyway, i'm thinking about going aussie to pursue bachelor's in psycology after graduation. and yeah, i know i look like a psycho myself already. lol. at least i've a goal now. and another one, to take really good care of someone. hahaha. gonna pack my stuff already. bye!

hopefully it'll last longer than that

taken away at 10:49 AM

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?
So get back to where we starterd
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
(if things doesnt work out, this shall illustrate my feelings perfectly)

hello. i'm gonna be really broke soon. been catching many shows lately and i havent done shopping yet. sheesh. gonna meet someone later on, been2days since we last met. okay, its not that long afterall. anyway, rule no. 1 had alot of gore in it, ending turned out to be really surprising and to add on, fiona xie's really hot. bye!

ps. i was made a very happy person on friday=)

taken away at 1:01 PM

celebration last night was a bash. chivas all around, puked a little after drinking chivas with tobasco (who the hell drinks that anyway?). to someone: stop thinking that we've drifted apart, its your mentality that sets us apart, we can still be as close but only if you start changing your mindset first.

lets see: i caught many shows recently, L change the world, jumper, leap years. shows were all really good, especially jumper. but boooo, its never gonna happen in real life. spent alot on food as well, me and yunhua suffered the most (inside joke). went gaming ystd at cine. i ROCK in nitendo wii and yunhua sucked in it. oh well, she only rock twice, both after injuring me. great!

anyway, i'm not in dragonboat anymore. hopefully, the team will win the MR500 race. sorry guys, but all the best. off to work`

it meant so much to me.
thanks for making my day,
or rather, night

taken away at 4:19 PM

exams are finally over! think the holidays are gonna be a bore as well. work and training. sheesh. caught juno on thurs, nice show i must say. but too bad there werent any subtitles, spent half the time trying to figure out what some of them were saying.
worked all day yesterday. had a last min birthday celebration for mandy. i think i even lost my sense of smell while trying to help her choose a perfume with madelyn. lol. considering getting a new scent as well, though many ppl are forbidding me to do so. booked movie tickets for the eye online and heading over to yunhua's place now =)

i figured out i need your presence everyday
even if i can't get to see you,
i need your voice to guide me through the night.
hell, even my dreams consist of you

taken away at 1:50 PM

paper today was a killer. i know i shouldnt sound so negative but i think i'm gonna repeat this dumb module! god. i hate science and science hates me. why cant we be tested on english or literature? they're gonna be so much more simpler as compared to biology. sheesh. went yunhua's house after lunch. our minds are like preoccupied with playing and even more playing, seems as though there's no more papers. right, another major paper tmr and the last one should be a breeze. i guess so? oh good lord, let me pass my exams, i swear i'll study harder in the near future =)

i love watching you sleep, cuddling up like a little kid. getting all hyped up over a stain. laughing your guts out when the whole thing wasnt really funny. i love everything about you

taken away at 6:47 PM

pharmacology paper today, think i screwed up a little but i'll still pass =) 3 more papers to go and i'll be freed from the examination stress. and hopefully start picking myself up again. whole family thinks they're gonna strike lottery again when they saw me sleeping on the couch when they got home. cause that only happens like once in a blue moon. heh. gonna hit the books again. bye.

i'm still trying to revive myself from the emotional distraught. never knew i could ever come across such a person like you but i did. you're someone who makes me shed tears even when we're parting ways to go home, put a smile on my face whenever we meet, have endless conversation with till dawn for god knows how many days, feel like hugging whenever you look lost, wanna spend every single day with and never get bored of your dumb face.
i'm sorry for not being like my usual self, but all i ask for is more time. how i wish i was the reason of the situation you're in right now, things would be much simpler, wont it?

i wanna turn back time!

taken away at 7:44 PM

OUCH! thats all i can conclude ystd.
i broke down, my heart bled. everything i've got to give is all crushed. my hopes, dreams and goals. i've found you, known you, but i havent got a chance to be with you and you're slipping away from me. your smell still lingers within me and my mind keeps replaying images of you. i've never came across someone like you for quite a long time but fate didnt come along on the right way. i should be happy to have you making up a chapter of my life, shouldnt i? at least i can look back down on memory lane whenever i want to. cheers to a greater friendship.

p.s i feel like i can always love you

taken away at 9:07 PM

crapshit. study week's almost over and i've barely flipped through my manuals. tried to study with yunhua on weds but failed miserably, ended ourselves up in changi airport and had a super not-worth-it meal at fish and co cause i wasnt even full. fooled around after that then decided to head home.

taken away at 11:13 AM

if you ever wanna shed tears again,
do it only in front of me.
cause i wanna be the only one,
to wipe those tears away.

theory exam was fine ystd. i've a supplementary ppl tmr, its supposed to bring my grades up but i doubt it will. the final paper is still a week later and i havent started revising, so how the hell am i suppose to score the supp paper tmr? sheesh. mahjong session at my place ystd. time flies when you're playing. played till like 9pm before the clique dispersed cause i was staying oh-so-far. i'm the only one staying in the east btw. and my sch's in the west. they finally realise why i'm always unable to reach school in time. hahaha. went out for dinner with 1/4 of clique,then sent 'little sister who's younger than me by 3days' home. thanks for being a real sport though you're real dumb most of the time. that was certainly a walk to remember. lol

taken away at 5:10 PM

hey all, its chinese new year. red packet collection's been pretty pathetic but the amount inside them is considerable. hahaha. been reaching home at 5plus in the morning since weds till ystd. mum wasnt too pleased bout it so here i am, back home earlier for the day and to mug for tmr's paper. goddamnit, i'm only left with 10hours till paper! some random stuff first, i caught ah long pte ltd for the 2nd time ystd, and i fell asleep. caught the jaychou show the previous day as well, and i slept till 7pm on fri. thats bout it. byeee

i agree things shouldnt have turned out this way,
but the inevitable happened.
not much of a chance as i've expected,
all i pray for is a miracle

taken away at 11:16 PM

starting to pay more attention in class these days. research is driving me crazy currently as i've less than a day to come up with 5 summaries. anyway, pooled all the way on fri after work till 3plus.


the 9 yr 1s

taken away at 3:17 AM

i passed my practical! but i think it was just a borderline pass cause of the many little mistakes that i made. so anyway, accompanied 'dorothy' (inside story) for her checkup today. we were late for the appointment i guess so had to quene up. went to shop at the bookstore to kill time. god knows how long we spent in there. checkup took about 10mins? doctor was asking dumb questions all the way. poor dorothy having such a stupid condition aka asthma. lol

right, headed to city hall to meet monkey after that. i have to agree we both have 'great' time management. was supposed to meet at about 3plus but ended up meeting at about 5.30. both reached at about the same time. god! went peninsular plaza to get skinnies for her and her sis. was a complete noob there. we walked like 2rounds before getting the right exit. went marina square straight. wait, this trip was entirely for her cause she needed to get clothes for cny. okay, back to it. walked around, caught a movie (the house), ate (imperial kitchen), bought her stuff. was supposedly to go home, was about 10 at that time. but ended up playing pool at grandlink cause we were supposed to take a cab home there. sheesh. great day with her though and CHEER UP! THERE"S STILL MANY TREES OUT THERE. hopefully she sees this =)

finals are coming. trying to mug now. i should try locking myself at home instead of always hanging around outside till midnight =(

trying to prove my worth to you

taken away at 12:35 AM

here to revive my almost dying blog. been busying myself with open house recently, saw many familiar faces. there was only 3ppl from manjusri, how pathetic. oh wait, maybe the rest weren't interested in health science. anyway, since i was doing afternoon shifts for open house, we had many time to spare since our classes all ended in the morning. on the first day(thurs), went little moustache's house to sleep. second day(fri), took 154 to singapore post(was even wondering whether you're gonna be there), it was just a quick stopover btw then headed to parkway for a haircut. rushed back to school immediately after it.

my family's such a disappointment. they didnt even know i had a haircut. but my friends and colleagues could tell. gawd, this proves how much time i've been spending with them. went back to school ystd as well. it was the last day of open house, everyone was getting quite hyped up. peizhen came! her mum's way cuter than her. hahaha. went to little moustache's house to collect my laptop then to vivo for dinner. we went to buy a seriously huge stack of newspaper! (inside joke). she lugged in home obviously. hahaha. caught body #19 at cine, apparently she was quite shook up by the whole thing but seriously it aint scary at all.

june came over today and since i was her 'older' cousin who took f&n,i naturally had to help her with her home economics. surprisingly, my 'good' friend cum f&n teacher was teaching her. guess stuff will be much easier from now onwards. LOL. mum was pleasantly pleased with me staying at home today. and i'm super energetic cause i've been sleeping 3/4 of a day. back to my korean drama!

faced with a demon; my past,
in an empty room.
you left me here alone,
though you promised to return.
sometimes love just aint enough

taken away at 9:02 PM

Favourites
Favourite Color: black
Favourite Food: urm, i've loads
Favourite Sport: i wanna try out wakeboarding!
Favourite Day of the week: saturday cause i cant afford to stay out late on fri as i've training the next morning
Favourite Season: winter
Favourite Ice Cream: vanilla

Currents
Current mood: sleepy
Current clothes: nike top & speedo shorts
Current desktop: hp
Current time: 11.40pm
Current status: single
Current Surroundings: brother is sleeping behind
Current Annoyances: the strain on my shoulders
Currect Thoughts: when is my shoulder gonna get better

Firsts
First best friends: connie, that was like in pri3. hahaha
First crush: totally forgotten about it
First love: 15
First song: should be the alphabet song

Lasts
Last drink: ice water
Last ride: bus
Last relationship: 16
Last phone call: little moustache

Random 5 things you are good at: eating, drinking, sleeping, watching shows and shopping
4 things you have done today: went to school, cooked mee goreng for dinner, watched material girls online and crying the shit out when i know why yang zhongwei withdrew from the competition
3 things you can hear now: i'm your angel by celine dion, the tv and the air con

bugger. i pulled my shoulder muscles. shouldnt have carried so much weights yesterday. you were a disappointment btw. didnt attend training today as a result. and i just realised there're no sub papers for failures like me. how great! goodbye my supposed-to-be-wonderful gpa. i should seriously start paying attention in class. as for tmr. bye!

what we had was like the fireworks.
short but beautiful enough for me to remember it for a lifetime
my ah beng brother =)

taken away at 10:57 PM

taken away at 11:47 PM

been out these few days. clubbing at skin during christmas eve. went town and bugis the next 2days. clique meeting was a success as i managed to get everyone out. lol. just caught a walk to remember. the book was better but the show was touching as well. jamie was really hot aka mandy moore. oh yeah, i killed a flying cockroach just now. my brother actually jumped out of bed and it was really irritating. sheesh. gonna get some sleep =)

my love for you is like the wind
i cant see it
but i can feel it.
i'll always remember you

taken away at 3:14 AM

everybody's not in the mood of xmas, come to think of it, it certainly dont feel like xmas. everything's too fast. one year is gonna be over soon in like 8days? anyway, been reaching home around 4 these days. depreived of sleep. nightrider's my current love now. i was so excited during my virgin ride. hahaha. forced to take it as well. i'm avoiding cabs now, they're seriously money sucking vehicles.

went to this xmas bash with julia and her cellgroup members on sat. it reminded me of the days when i still went to church faithfully. i hate thinking about the past. damnnnnn. went bugis to ask angel out for supper after work. got to know the part-timers there. singapore is definitely small cause apparently, one of the staff there is actually a friend of mine in friendster. i didnt even know about that till today. sheesh.

oh yeah, i pass pharmacology. i feel smart now cause the module itself sounds tough. hahaha. training resumed on sat as well, my body's aching like shit now. more free time this coming week. gonna meet up with many ppl. bye guys.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALLY
she actually wanted me to wish her, freaking thick skin. lol

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending

taken away at 2:30 AM

Until I Get Over You

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night and I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But it could never come true
I press rewind
I remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
Every time I hear your name

The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
That’s the way it’s gotta be,until I get over you

Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can’t escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say the time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you
When will this river of tears stop falling
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps calling
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go

ended my attachment on monday, feel like going back to visit the patients there though. call me mad. haha. i failed another module yet again. but fortunately, they realised there was rampant cheating so they're reduced the weightage for common test. people who studied are so gonna hate us man. and dont get me wrong, i didnt copy alot just a bit which is obvious since i failed 2. been busy working. training starting soon and i'm gonna die so badly. arghhh

letting go has never been so difficult, wait, i've never let go of you from the start

taken away at 2:20 AM

will hereby start my countdown of another 6more days of attachment. i'll be freed then. happy pill has been accompanying me during my bored periods. i owe her many.

taken away at 12:50 AM

i swear i'm a serial scratcher

Can we bring yesterday back around.
'Cause I know how I feel about you now.
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down.
But I know how I feel about you now.

first off, i'm quite pissed with this guy who copied me. but obviously glad that i'm someone he looks up to. hahahaha. papers ended on thurs, went suntec to eat some buffet. we thought we could eat alot but check this out:

they're the newly found fu,lu,shou. 3 chinese deities. hahaha. and i was offering them with 'joss sticks' with a spread over the table. 'were trying to make full use of our money. hahahaha. shoped at marina square. saw many ngee ann students. caught enchanted which was seriously cute and we went our separate ways.

headed over to central to kill time then to heerens to find yuen. went for supper around cathay, went home after that.

worked today,came home at about 1am. attachment is next week! cant believe justice bao is my facilator. shouldnt have made fun of her in school, slept during almost all of her lectures and much more. gawd. NOTE TO HAZEL: i promise that you will see me soon. 'am starting to miss my happy pill aka little moustache:

i dont know what the hell was she doing. lol. its 3am, but i'm still feeling energetic. working tmr though, calling it a day.

the insanity is killing me. each time i know your presence, i'll put everything down just to 'be' with you.

taken away at 2:25 AM

If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that've hurt you
And you'd stay
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
And you'd love me,
love me like you used to do

hello. though i promised i'll post really soon, i didnt. my bad. hahahah. cant believe my tests nearing really soon, thought school just reopened a few days ago? school's been too fun i guess. and of course after-school events!

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